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Recently I've discovered Gaia on the internet again and enjoying many of the programs, which delve into the esoteric or 'hidden side of life. I've watched all of Matias de Stefano's programs regarding his ability to remember all of his past lives, back thousands of years. Fascinating! Obviously this guy is not reading from a script but without a pause describes in detail his many lives. He is now in his 30's I believe and has quite the following of mostly young people that go around the world to places of higher vibrational energy trying to heal people through what some people call 'magic'. Great program by the way. I've watched Joe Dispenza's programs explaining scientifically the third eye opening, as this is close to my heart having recently had this phenomenon happen to me, which is and was such a gift! I am grateful for these programs and people actually understanding 'me' better. But so far no one has experienced what I have. How could they? They're not me. And we do live in a world of polarities of higher and lower vibrational understandings of ideas about life here on earth. So these experiences of mine are just a theory to most. And this theory scares many people because of their ideas of death. As my dad who was a physicist used to say to me and my sister, 'that's a whopper of a tale!" He wrote science fiction in his spare time so he knew what a whopper was. I think we all have our hands full in creating just the right 'life' to get the reality of these things and help others do the same. For me I had to have my heart broken many times, the last one being the worst when my 30 year old son passed. My energy has changed, my vibrations have increased, and my outlook has changed. I now understand better what my son was trying to tell me when he was alive. He was also alone in this world with his deeper understanding of life and went to India to find his truth. It helped but he still felt quite 'alone'. And I wish I had the understanding I do now when he was alive so I could have helped him not feel so alone in his life. I have come to believe that the 'world' as it is now, is not quite ready to embrace this new understanding of reality however younger people who will be coming up soon will help others embrace these ideas more readily as the world changes its own vibration slowly but surely. And there will not be so much fear of what is to come when we 'die' or 'pass on' as I prefer to say. I've seen my son many times since he's left and he sends me messages in this third eye of mine which was cracked open by grief. I would't advise this for anyone who isn't ready. The grief I experienced was indescribably painful. But now he helps me live my life without him which is the best gift I could ever have to keep on going with mine. I can't make people believe this because it takes experiencing it to believe it and not many people have experienced what I have. And when I tell them they look at me like I'm 'crazy'. So the dilemma continues that we all seem to live by 'ourselves' in this world of polarities and although there are many that can kinda get us even the experience they have is not quite like ours, so how could they? So in closing I don't believe in my lifetime I will see this idea of mediumship go mainstream. I do know however many are studying it, researching it and interested in the idea that we do not die but go on to different realms of existence. And the internet has many programs of people who have experienced these phenomena. And I am happy that at least I can go onto the internet and have the ability to read things that are kind of like what I have experienced. And I am with Lauren in a small spiritual group of mediums that helps me not feel so alone. This was not possible as I was growing up but it is now. So as they used to say, I keep on keeping on and know that I can make a difference in this life to someone, as I have had experiences that can help people heal. And that seems to be my path, and I will follow it until the day I pass on myself.

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Jun 21, 2022·edited Jun 21, 2022

Hi Lauren, I like you believe mediumship could be studied more scientifically. I believe it one day could used in the realms of grief councilling. I believe it would offer some real ways to help those left behind when a loved one has passed to spirit.

I think you are very brave and I support you fully taking it to places you have mentioned above. I think this is your mission and it will lead to more investigation in the future. You are able to use your platform for this, which I believe others may not have the chance to do, although they have the same outlook as yourself. I look forward to hearing how you get on at any event you speak at.

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